Broken Doll

Yes, I’m a couple days early. We had ritual last night and I am unaccountably cheery. Still processing — can’t figure out if I was or wasn’t on both sides of the veil at certain points. No startling revelations yet, although I feel that I have, in part, managed to discard some of the all-pervasive negativity that I’ve been dragged into (repeatedly, kicking and screaming, ad nauseum) over the past couple years. Will have to see how this plays out.

Brought the ritual spirit gift home and plan to light the tea-candle nightly until Samhain to encourage the spirits to follow me here and visit and perhaps bring some answers with them. Things remain opaque; perhaps clarity is too much to hope for, but again, that unaccountable cheeriness. Can’t explain it.

Merry Celtic New Year. Perhaps now things can change for the better.