Merry Beltaine
Kat :: 11:32 pm
Tired but feeling better about myself. I am glittery and decorated too. 
Going through chemo my body goes through all these changes; I feel gross and ugly. My hair is short and thin — like a baby’s hair. It is nice to have a moment to remember and feel that my beauty, my sensuality, my sexuality, my worth and my sacredness are still in me, even if difficult for me to find right now.
Jenn is wonderful. Reminds me that I’m beautiful. Much of the time nowadays I don’t feel like I am. It is nice to hear.